Some people tell me I pass, some say I don’t, the worst case was someone telling me that I look like a handsome man and ugly woman at the same time, but I can’t trust any of it. Every time I look in the mirror I see different face, ranging from manly man to effeminate twink, it changes several times a day and is always distorted in some disgusting way. The only things I absolutely know for a fact is that I have strong jaw and visible browbone but with okay-ish proportions, the rest is a blur filled in by my brainworms.
Hey there could have been other reasons… But yes when i wrote it i figured autism with 80% odds… I admit it
There’s maybe 1% chance for tranny using some obscure site like this to not have autism lol
I really need someone who can judge my face without having any interest in lying to me. Psychologist and friends hugbox me ever since I admited to plans of roping, meanwhile I bet that ffs specialist would try to sell me even more surgeries for things I’m not even brainwormed about.
There are some with enough integrity to not do this at least, if you make it clear what you goals for the surgery are. So for example “having no features that are closer to the male average than the female average” vs “uwu the prettiest i can be”
I’ll keep that in mind. I hope to find someone who understands what “removing masculinised features while keeping me recognisable” means