Some people tell me I pass, some say I don’t, the worst case was someone telling me that I look like a handsome man and ugly woman at the same time, but I can’t trust any of it. Every time I look in the mirror I see different face, ranging from manly man to effeminate twink, it changes several times a day and is always distorted in some disgusting way. The only things I absolutely know for a fact is that I have strong jaw and visible browbone but with okay-ish proportions, the rest is a blur filled in by my brainworms.
I think like almost everyone here can relate… it doesn’t help that we’re lied to by our own kind so often, either direction (but mostly hugboxxing)
I’ve heard so many wildly different things about my looks that I have hard time trusting anyone now.
But one of the most painful had to be: “Cis women also can have jaw like this! You look exactly like my high school bestie!” shows me a picture of cishon that makes me feel sorry for her