Some people tell me I pass, some say I don’t, the worst case was someone telling me that I look like a handsome man and ugly woman at the same time, but I can’t trust any of it. Every time I look in the mirror I see different face, ranging from manly man to effeminate twink, it changes several times a day and is always distorted in some disgusting way. The only things I absolutely know for a fact is that I have strong jaw and visible browbone but with okay-ish proportions, the rest is a blur filled in by my brainworms.
I’ve heard so many wildly different things about my looks that I have hard time trusting anyone now.
But one of the most painful had to be: “Cis women also can have jaw like this! You look exactly like my high school bestie!” shows me a picture of cishon that makes me feel sorry for her