I feel like I’m meeting a new person everytime I look in the mirror. On my best days she’s just a clocky but kinda cute twinkhon with a bit of ribcage and brow, othertimes he’s a terrifying uncanny rapist AGP Nikolai Valuev kinda mf with the most deep-set eyes in the world. Sometimes my facial features don’t even feel stationary, like parts kinda move around out the corner of my eye like an optical illusion. This even happens on days I feel decent about myself so idk. Today something seems so… off about my face. Like my brain was placed in a doppleganger. A familiar feeling, but idk, it feels different this time. Things feel more stationary, I feel inclined to believe there is no trickery afoot in regards to my appearance. Maybe this is just me stripped of all illusions, good and bad. I want to bonesmash my forehead, but like, completely.

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    • mel (malt)
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      20 days ago

      yeah but like ill look at myself the next day at the same time and with the same lighting and look completely different

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      • t. choderOP
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        20 days ago

        Yeah like actually tho. Same bathroom mirror as always, lights shining just as bright. Yet it’s like I’m more 5headed than ever today. I’m gonna ask irls if it looks like my forehead grew cuz idk wtf do I always look like this? Wtf

  • FoxyBanned
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    20 days ago

    Seriously. Sometimes I’m cute, other times I look like my dad. It’s hell

  • kyammy
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    20 days ago

    Yeah this happens to me too, BDD moment I thinkkkk

    • t. choderOP
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      20 days ago

      I can somewhat relate to that… I suppose bones are mostly what’s communicated at a distance, and up close details like estrogenated skin and subtle fat distribution get communicated better. Do you also have the effect of semi-passoid in selfie-cam and gigahon in picture-cam? Pictures taken of me are always so 🤢 probs cuz I don’t got enough information to effectively fraud, kms

        • t. choderOP
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          20 days ago

          Oh interesting. Yeah idk on good days I’ll take a bunch of selfies and feel fine, then I’ll get a picture taken of me by someone and it’s like oh look a man lol. But yeah I’ve never actually been anything besides skinny so I don’t know what fatfrauding would look like on me. I’ve been told by people close to me that I should put on some weight but idk I already feel too big in other ways, I want be able to be carried around by others without notable signs of struggle so if anything it’s tempting to turn skinny into very very skinny :(

  • 1cell_organism
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    20 days ago

    I have the same so I decided to take the mental average of all my faces and I’m pretty sure that’s the truth

    • t. choderOP
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      20 days ago

      I mean yeah that’s a pretty balanced account of things lol… idk. I don’t trust my judgment on myself much either way