I feel like I’m meeting a new person everytime I look in the mirror. On my best days she’s just a clocky but kinda cute twinkhon with a bit of ribcage and brow, othertimes he’s a terrifying uncanny rapist AGP Nikolai Valuev kinda mf with the most deep-set eyes in the world. Sometimes my facial features don’t even feel stationary, like parts kinda move around out the corner of my eye like an optical illusion. This even happens on days I feel decent about myself so idk. Today something seems so… off about my face. Like my brain was placed in a doppleganger. A familiar feeling, but idk, it feels different this time. Things feel more stationary, I feel inclined to believe there is no trickery afoot in regards to my appearance. Maybe this is just me stripped of all illusions, good and bad. I want to bonesmash my forehead, but like, completely.
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Oh interesting. Yeah idk on good days I’ll take a bunch of selfies and feel fine, then I’ll get a picture taken of me by someone and it’s like oh look a man lol. But yeah I’ve never actually been anything besides skinny so I don’t know what fatfrauding would look like on me. I’ve been told by people close to me that I should put on some weight but idk I already feel too big in other ways, I want be able to be carried around by others without notable signs of struggle so if anything it’s tempting to turn skinny into very very skinny :(