I made a discord server for british 4tran trans ppl a month or 2 ago and immediately got asked to make an nsfw channel after that they unironically had talks abt starting a serverwide polycule, ended up shutting it down bc they were all mean to me. Whenever Id vent abt my dysphoria they’d tell me to shut up bc I started hrt at 16-17 and made me have a mental breakdown bc they wouldnt stop making fun of me, most of them were 25+ too. There was a passoid who looked very pretty yet she would join in on mocking me with the older women it was horrible. Sorry if this post is annoying I know im very weak willed and soft, im just a very fragile person probably due to years of bullying

  • wiwiky♄
    3·
    22 days ago

    hello I’m British if you want to be friends. I’m not normal but I’m not a rapehon like that lol

    also why are you up it’s 4am. I’m up because I can’t sleep

      • wiwiky♄
        1·
        22 days ago

        :((( I know the feeling I slept five hours then woke up at 3 after a nightmare and now I’m wide awake

  • FigNewtonsYum6
    1·
    22 days ago

    Damn that’s wack as fuck, sorry they were a bunch of raging assholes to you 😢 *massively immature for people over 25 to be acting like that too, but some people will just be like that till they’re in the ground

  • Roman Month
    1·
    22 days ago

    “16-17”

    So you made a fucking 6-7 joke and you’re a midshit? Fuck all this shit

      • Roman Month
        1·
        22 days ago

        Eh not really, it’s survivorship bias, if I’m fine with something you said and having nothing to add, I’ll just upvote and not say anything

  • PotentiallyEmily
    11·
    22 days ago

    I think you’ll find the opt in nsfw channel and polycule comments were entirely ironic. And mostly a space to talk about 18+ topics without exposing anyone under 18 to that stuff. And no one bullied you you were entirely supported in your dysphoria however completely crashed out in an unhinged way for hours at a time to the point that you just screamed at people until they stopped talking to you and told you you were overreacting. For example spamming the most insane wojacks and like pictures of gorillas and saying they were you when you infact just look pre-puberty and like you’ve never been in the same room at T. No body ever mocked you they simply stated you were acting kind of crazy and yet continued to support you through your less crazy crash outs. The server was then reformed in your absence and continues to be a really friendly supportive mixed space, and you were even invited back and given a second chance and then you had a complete meltdown immediately and got kicked 💕

    • ꪀׁׅᨵׁׅꫀׁׅܻᥣᥣׁׅ֪ꫀ🌸OP
      1·
      22 days ago

      I wasnt screaming at people what? I never voice chatted you at all. Even when I woudlnt compare myself to wojacks any time I complained about my appearance or had dysphoria and vented you would all mock me 4 no reason, saying I have nothing to complain about. Even when I vented in the venting channel you guys all still had a problem with me venting about my dysphoria. Also I didnt get kicked from the new server I left bc It started up again with u all laughing at me

      • PotentiallyEmily
        1·
        22 days ago

        i ungenerously describe your long many caps unhinged rants as screaming i’m not suggesting you actually voice chatted. no one bullied you or mocked you they just pointed out you were being ridiculous and completely out of reality with your comparisons and when people tried to comfort you and tell you that you’re actually in a good starting place transition wise and ygmi you continued to rant in an unhinged way until people got fed up with it. People tried to support you and be nice but you just argued with any niceties to the point that everyone stop bothering. To the point that everyone voted to give you a second chance still because they valued your presence as a whole and yet within 5 minutes you started again.