I made a discord server for british 4tran trans ppl a month or 2 ago and immediately got asked to make an nsfw channel after that they unironically had talks abt starting a serverwide polycule, ended up shutting it down bc they were all mean to me. Whenever Id vent abt my dysphoria they’d tell me to shut up bc I started hrt at 16-17 and made me have a mental breakdown bc they wouldnt stop making fun of me, most of them were 25+ too. There was a passoid who looked very pretty yet she would join in on mocking me with the older women it was horrible. Sorry if this post is annoying I know im very weak willed and soft, im just a very fragile person probably due to years of bullying