i hate men because of trauma and growing up with older sisters and my mother who would talk about how much men suck.

i just dont want to be a man. thats it. idc what the world chooses to label me as long as it isnt a man. thats why i didnt have troon thoughts growing up. why i was okay with being a boy. because im not really a troon.

all my transition goals are literally just wanting to go back to being young again. i never wanted to grow up, for as long as i can remember growing up is something i hated. im disgusting

    • UnfortunatelyAlexOP
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      25 days ago

      no, i get how it seems like that but ive had these thoughts for a while. even talked about them with others before too.

      idk why im like this. i just hate it all

  • gleggers
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    25 days ago

    Well it might be true and I’ve thought same about myself

    But can you stop asking yourself “what if”? Transition just ends up staying on the table

  • Narcissus
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    25 days ago

    i just dont want to be a man. thats it. idc what the world chooses to label me as long as it isnt a man. thats why i didnt have troon thoughts growing up. why i was okay with being a boy. because im not really a troon.

    i really relate to this… i miss when being me didnt mean having to think of myself in this language of predators and prey i miss the world where i knew the face in the mirror, before everything became about the cruelty of sex

  • vainandempty
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    25 days ago

    I think you’re psychoanalyzing yourself from a very biased perspective (your own head)