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Tacos4TuesdayOPto
4tran4•Is calcium chloride injection diy orchi a meme? I have nothing to lose at this point. NOTHING, and I am serious. I will take the pain on the chin. I will do anything at this point.
1·19 days agoIt’s a bit disappointing in the comments I read most of them are bots I’m talking about injections here (rereads my post). Ooooooh that’s why they’re talking about cutting things.
Tacos4TuesdayOPto
4tran4•Is calcium chloride injection diy orchi a meme? I have nothing to lose at this point. NOTHING, and I am serious. I will take the pain on the chin. I will do anything at this point.
1·19 days agoReddit lies acknowledging my HSTS status. What an honor.
Can I ask what it’s like? Compare it to a strong edible that’s making you all warm. Sometimes I get fantasies to try 7-OH or smack but I don’t act on them. I know better because they’d feel too good.
Is it really god’s blanket? I don’t intend to IV it but sometimes I am just so curious and read the stories. It’s all fentanyl anyway these days. I hear “warm cabin by campfire” but I feel like I get that feeling with a good strain of weed.
I got given morphine in a hospital before but even then I didn’t really feel it. Is it really “the best feeling in the world?” Im struggling to comprehend feeling that good.
Doctors never give me controlled substances :(
I did the medical withdrawal and the three is real. If you want, I could share my experience with you. I’m in the same boat.
Tacos4TuesdayOPto
4tran4•I haven't self harmed for a week, just finished cleaning out the depression room, and I made my bed (really should wash my sheets though). IGMI.
1·29 days agoI’m going to watch pokemon, eat potato wedges, and sleep most likely
I do like how someone could rob me in the afterglow and I’d smile and give away my wallet but yeah the tinnitus gets on your nerves it sounds like the sounds I associate with DMT/salvia but I’ve never done either but I am kinda curious about quidding salvia
The worst for dxm is that I pee like a mfer the day after and I have no idea why I’m genuinely thinking of getting a piss bottle next time I robotrip so I don’t have to leave my room and be visibly high
Tacos4Tuesdayto
4tran4•being trans is so absurd it makes me think life itself is not real
1·30 days agoIs it wrong that I couldn’t imagine not being trans? It just feels like who I am at this point.
Tacos4Tuesdayto
4tran4•People here always talk about reincarnation lowk I cant relate, im a new soul
1·30 days agoI think I have a guardian angel but I don’t know if I have a soul that’ll live on
Yeah I been there I was a hick I met another trans hick we did drugs together but at some point we only did drugs together and we just fought and fought what once started off as an amazing relationship ended in an abusive codependent cycle
I don’t think it’ll ever happen to me again either, for what that’s worth.
I’ve gotten to third plateau and I thought I died and music felt like slop/static third plat ain’t my thing CEVs become godly though and I remember just being an anime character in some mirror realm (agp brained)
Atp I just end up watching Steven universe until the high wears off
One time I convinced myself I was a pencil sharpener but that night just ended really badly so don’t do dxm with your friends!
I feel like it’s kinda like how you have repeat places in dreams but yeah I definitely get that feeling
Weirdest feeling on robo for me is closing my eyes and having x ray vision I have no idea why that is


Sounds nice