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soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•I fucked up
3·2 days ago
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•I want to be a man. I want to be a cis man. I don't want to be a disgusting tranny thing. I want to be an asexual cis man I don't want my life ruined by being a tranny
2·2 days agobeing a man is inherent to my being so I wish I was a normal man instead of a dysphoric one
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•I want a way to just idk blur my face whenever I need to go out. how tf am I supposed to go out when I look like this?
2·2 days agonever ever seen someone wearing it here in Brazil + my body is too male so it’d be clearly visible that I’m a man… and that’s for women… and… yk yk yk… that’d be even worse in many many ways
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•I want a way to just idk blur my face whenever I need to go out. how tf am I supposed to go out when I look like this?
2·2 days agoI want to stand out less not the opposite
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•E ltrally doesn't work for me. my only hopes are surgerymaxxing (never gonna happen) and anamaxxing (cause otherwise fat just goes to my tummy and nowhere else)
1·3 days agono, I ate a lot throughout my “transition”
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•E ltrally doesn't work for me. my only hopes are surgerymaxxing (never gonna happen) and anamaxxing (cause otherwise fat just goes to my tummy and nowhere else)
1·3 days agoE doesn’t work for me + I was really masculine right before starting
I suspect I have an absorption issue or something
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•E ltrally doesn't work for me. my only hopes are surgerymaxxing (never gonna happen) and anamaxxing (cause otherwise fat just goes to my tummy and nowhere else)
2·3 days agoif I wasn’t that bad I wouldn’t have been called young man by a cashier literally today, while I was wearing a female t-shirt
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•E ltrally doesn't work for me. my only hopes are surgerymaxxing (never gonna happen) and anamaxxing (cause otherwise fat just goes to my tummy and nowhere else)
2·3 days ago1st I can’t boymode cause I’m a man so I just manmode 2nd the counterpart of manmoding is not girlmoding but honmoding and I don’t want to appear as a hon to society so I won’t honmode
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•E ltrally doesn't work for me. my only hopes are surgerymaxxing (never gonna happen) and anamaxxing (cause otherwise fat just goes to my tummy and nowhere else)
2·3 days ago… I mean there’s nothing to ruin anymore
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•E ltrally doesn't work for me. my only hopes are surgerymaxxing (never gonna happen) and anamaxxing (cause otherwise fat just goes to my tummy and nowhere else)
2·3 days ago“short term gains” I’m already 2 years on it
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•E ltrally doesn't work for me. my only hopes are surgerymaxxing (never gonna happen) and anamaxxing (cause otherwise fat just goes to my tummy and nowhere else)
2·3 days agoit can make waist look a lil smaller. fat can’t make my hips look wider
I have no personality either. you see, that may be because I’m functionally a cismoid at the of the day!
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•I'm so damn hungry I can feel my body degrading. I won't eat tho no no
21·3 days agoit isn’t making it worse either. E is useless for me regardless of my diet
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•I'm so damn hungry I can feel my body degrading. I won't eat tho no no
21·3 days agoit doesn’t work anyways
aigh cause “women are literally seen as men if they don’t wear dresses hon”
it is utterly icky to call men “girls”, you know that, right?
soullessPieceOfMeatOPto
4tran4•either my mind or other ppl are lying to me somehow. my mind tells me I'm fully male but other ppl don't see it (??) idk
2·3 days agoeither that or others are lying to me. which is likely given the view I have of myself points to no room for anyone to ever perceive me as anything other than male