Evilmaxxing bitterpassoid

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Cake day: March 15th, 2026

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  • Non-binary is real and it’s not exactly a difficult thing to conceptualize. We know that something in the biological system that determines sex can break and cause one to be born the wrong one for binary trans, so it’s not difficult to see how it could break in a way that leaves one with a non-binary incongruence complete with dysphoria.

    Here’s a related paper whose abstract I skimmed. Much more research is required for us to understand why and how being transgender works, especially for non-binary, but for OOP is straight up denying that (‘tru’ or not) non-binary people exist at all and it’s only a psyop. One literally showed up to the thread.










  • I have a bunch of half-watched shows lying around that I eventually get back to (it helps to have copies that include the “previously on” segment.) Honestly the only thing I’m committing when I try a show is a little time to try watching it and my expectations (and the HD space to download it,) and if I want to commit to watching it all the way through I can, but I don’t commit to a timetable or anything, and just watch when I want to. Of course, there are shows that I watch a few episodes and decide I don’t like it as well. The problem I’ll have with a show is to keep watching it waiting for it to get better.

    The expanse is good but also kind of heavy and I wouldn’t recommend binging it.


  • I’ve been watching the Expanse for the first time. It’s also woke and deserves all the praise and I think the show does cool scifi things (for lack of a better way to put it,) political drama, and interpersonal drama well. Though for me the show’s messaging comes off as naive (although one could just as well say ‘optimistic’.)

    Honestly, I slept on live action tv shows for a long while on account of being a weeb/tumblrite children’s cartoon fanatic for so long, but there’s a deep well of great media.







  • 12 is about right. It’s the age when I first started to desire immortality, so it’s fitting. (Even if the culprit was, of course, abuse)

    I’ve found love and become better able to live, but I’m just very emotionally un-nuanced on the inside. I have a pristine core that loves life, but around that I have bitterness. I hate even the people who haven’t actually hurt me. Deep down, I speak in the language of hurt / not. I follow what I love and avoid pain, and I don’t take stock in anything “bigger than myself” like a cause. Literally my passions are for creating and consuming. I am a member of no community. I grew up cut off from other people and I have stayed that way, and want to stay that way. When I open my mouth to talk like this, it’s to talk about myself or what I like or to push an agenda I have. What I know and believe has changed, but I don’t feel I’ve changed much beyond becoming better at being myself.

    It’s not all bad, though. I like being me.