Maybe its because of how traumatic losing my virginity was but I really dont want to have sex again, especially if its with someone that has a penis. It feels wrong to feel this way bc sex Is normal but idk I just really dont want it and I find no appeal in it anymore. Even when I see rhe occasional nsfw post im just like I dont care, when I see a pretty lady I am attracted tho so idk I cant call myself asexual or anything I really dont know…
i really appreciate it, i was honestly just trying to say you are going through a lot, and it makes sense to have these emotions… i didnt want to make it abt myself… （´∇｀‘’）