i feel complicated about it im going to sleep a lot for a while then i think ill kms and if i live ill get a new job

  • sophiaOP
    4·
    2 days ago

    the company is changing a bunch of policies so starting next week it was going to be way more work and we have to get it done in less time which sounds hellish so thats what motivated me

    • blub__
      1·
      2 days ago

      bleh greedy >:( why can’t they just hire more if they want to get more work done ?? greedy greedy .

      • sophiaOP
        1·
        2 days ago

        its fedex they dont care about their workers they told everyone that if we used the bathroom we would be fired

        • blub__
          1·
          2 days ago

          that’s so cruel >:0 the pathological urge to make just a few more pennies at the cost of worker safety and health and comfort is the worst thing ever >:(( i hope whatever job you find next is wayy better than this one was

  • ajin_rouuu
    4·
    2 days ago

    Live and get a new job. im so sorry sophia , please be safe

        • Abby
          2·
          2 days ago

          Mar is back and Sonora was a troll anyway

        • sophiaOP
          2·
          2 days ago

          i thought they just left did they die

          • RabbitHoleGirly
            2·
            2 days ago

            I think they did just leave… but to me it’s kinda similar… but if you die, it’ll just hurt more

            It’s like leaving, but with leaving I can imagine meeting again

            If you die… that’s it… there’s no hope of seeing you again… and that’d hurt so much

            • sophiaOP
              1·
              2 days ago

              i want to die so badly i dont think anyone would really care i dont think people would even notice if i just stopped posting

              • RabbitHoleGirly
                1·
                2 days ago

                I would, sometimes I check up,

                Especially because you have some really fun picrels, and not seeing them would be really noticable to me

  • Magpie
    1·
    2 days ago

    i hope you find a new, better job soon 🥺 you’re still not allowed to kill yourself, by the way…

      • Magpie
        1·
        1 day ago

        girl, i swear to fucking God, you better not >:(

        • sophiaOP
          1·
          1 day ago

          i really really want to i hate living i dont really see any point i dont think ill ever feel anything but miserable

          • Magpie
            1·
            1 day ago

            you feel that way now, yes, but that feeling won’t last forever. i would know…

            • sophiaOP
              1·
              1 day ago

              i just cant imagine it ever being good enough to make it worth suffering now like sure at some point i might feel less miserable but i dont think ill ever feel good so like why suffer a miserable existence for years and years just to live a slightly less miserable existence 😞

              • Magpie
                1·
                1 day ago

                whenever i’m depressed, i have those exact same thoughts. i know it feels like a rational line of thinking, but life isn’t made worth living by the sum of happiness and suffering. i can’t really convince you otherwise, i know. instead, i’m going to suggest something strange: look around you and find something—a painting, a piece of furniture, an item, etc.—and fix your gaze at that thing, like look at it really intensely. i want you to exclusively focus on that one thing, and, if you want, you can touch it, smell it, taste it. don’t force yourself to think about anything specific, but just keep your attention directed at this one thing for a moment. then, i want you to do the same for a different thing in your field of view… i know it seems very weird, but, please, just try doing this for a short while.

                • sophiaOP
                  1·
                  1 day ago

                  thank you girl dont worry im not going to kill myself today

      • sophiaceleste
        1·
        2 days ago

        Just… A nap… You have so much longer to live and so much to live for. You prolly don’t see it but life can go on and get better as it goes on it just takes a long ass time and hope