i feel complicated about it im going to sleep a lot for a while then i think ill kms and if i live ill get a new job
i hope you find a new, better job soon 🥺 you’re still not allowed to kill yourself, by the way…
but i rwally want to
girl, i swear to fucking God, you better not >:(
i really really want to i hate living i dont really see any point i dont think ill ever feel anything but miserable
you feel that way now, yes, but that feeling won’t last forever. i would know…
i just cant imagine it ever being good enough to make it worth suffering now like sure at some point i might feel less miserable but i dont think ill ever feel good so like why suffer a miserable existence for years and years just to live a slightly less miserable existence 😞
whenever i’m depressed, i have those exact same thoughts. i know it feels like a rational line of thinking, but life isn’t made worth living by the sum of happiness and suffering. i can’t really convince you otherwise, i know. instead, i’m going to suggest something strange: look around you and find something—a painting, a piece of furniture, an item, etc.—and fix your gaze at that thing, like look at it really intensely. i want you to exclusively focus on that one thing, and, if you want, you can touch it, smell it, taste it. don’t force yourself to think about anything specific, but just keep your attention directed at this one thing for a moment. then, i want you to do the same for a different thing in your field of view… i know it seems very weird, but, please, just try doing this for a short while.
thank you girl dont worry im not going to kill myself today
the company is changing a bunch of policies so starting next week it was going to be way more work and we have to get it done in less time which sounds hellish so thats what motivated me
Hope they go under
its fedex they wont
god dammit
bleh greedy >:( why can’t they just hire more if they want to get more work done ?? greedy greedy .
its fedex they dont care about their workers they told everyone that if we used the bathroom we would be fired
that’s so cruel >:0 the pathological urge to make just a few more pennies at the cost of worker safety and health and comfort is the worst thing ever >:(( i hope whatever job you find next is wayy better than this one was
Live and get a new job. im so sorry sophia , please be safe
i hate being alive
Sophia, please don’t kys… I’ll miss you
no you won’t
Yeah I will… I still miss Sonora… and Mar…
Mar is back and Sonora was a troll anyway
Wdym Sonora was a troll… did I miss smth…?
just made weird comments
I guess… she was alright though, I think… maybe… idk… I think I like interacting with passing trans women hoping to be understood…
how tall are you
yeah… lol
i thought they just left did they die
I think they did just leave… but to me it’s kinda similar… but if you die, it’ll just hurt more
It’s like leaving, but with leaving I can imagine meeting again
If you die… that’s it… there’s no hope of seeing you again… and that’d hurt so much
i want to die so badly i dont think anyone would really care i dont think people would even notice if i just stopped posting
I would, sometimes I check up,
Especially because you have some really fun picrels, and not seeing them would be really noticable to me
Maybe you just need some time to think babe
i need a nap and a gun
Just… A nap… You have so much longer to live and so much to live for. You prolly don’t see it but life can go on and get better as it goes on it just takes a long ass time and hope
