Unlike that cuck ralsei, he doesn’t talk about shit like being lesser and helping the stupid shiny chudners. He demands he also matters and does everything to be a shiny chudner himself except even more because he’s fucking based like that.

He’s literally playing with forgotten dreams and human souls hoping that it makes him more of a person without a single care for others. There is also a trans analogy to be made here if you REALLY forced there to be one but I’ll let the reader handle that part.