is that cringe to say ? but ya it’s kind of concerning me actually bleh , and i’ve been stuck swirling in my head since . i think i’ll turn out like jax , like just keep getting worse and worse and bitter and bitterer . hiding away , nothing ever changing . idk
I don’t think it’s cringe to say that you relate to her now though, I think that’s kinda why the character is there. But the thing that destroyed Jax was the weight of pushing people away for so long and being afraid to be genuine (vulnerable) with others, so if you relate to her I hope you take that message from it and learn to open up slowly. She’s a flawed character that did bad things and she had a choice in the matter, but I also think she was always redeemable through it all