that is, i’m no longer so acutely suicidal that i have to abuse anti-psychotics to stay alive… now, i’m just passively suicidal, which is to be expected for any tranny doomed to eternal twinkhondom… anyway, i even managed to do some light voice training today; unfortunately, i’ve lost all my bookmarked resources, but at least i tried to do something with my voice. like, i’ve barely spoken at all the last week 😭

lowkey, i think cycling prog might have been what fucked me up so badly… or maybe i’m mentally ill? my psychologist doesn’t really seem to think so, buuuuuut he also doesn’t really seem to know me at all…

    • MagpieOP
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      22 hours ago

      thx <3

      i just hope it lasts for more than a week 🙏

  • Allie
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    22 hours ago

    I’m glad you’re feeling relatively better! The prog cycling can get really intense and so it will probably be helpful to keep that stable and see how that changes things.

    And for voice stuff there’s this page https://transvoice.party/ which has a bunch of resources compiled, might be able to find some of what you lost there

    • MagpieOP
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      22 hours ago

      yea, i don’t think i’m going to keep cycling… seems like a high-risk–low-reward ordeal…

      thx! luckily, i remembered that page, so i still managed to do some practice before everyone else came home 🙏