• Shad
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    11 hours ago

    When you’re meeted with not only a denial of your perceived sickness, but with statements about your potential, you try your best to get people to hate you when they have zero reasons to. You’re just seeking an outside confirmation of your self-hatred, which you don’t really trust but really want to cuz you can’t see anything good in yourself either. And people around you confirm that in fact you’re right not to trust that feeling. Why keep searching for non-existent proof of your horrendousness?

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      11 hours ago

      becasue its odd when people treat you nicely when you know ur evil, its like when you know ur one thing and no one can see it. I get called evil regularly

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            10 hours ago

            So evil people treat you badly? Wow no way

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                I’m sorry I didn’t mean to but it’s my honest opinion. I don’t know anything about your ex-friends tbf but your family seems hateful. Them talking shit about you says much more about them than about you

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      11 hours ago

      Also get on hrt you can still rep on estrogen btw