Refreshed after last night’s walk I slept through the whole day, then I stuffed myself with food, spent hour in the bathroom taking care of myself, did my hair, listened to some music and… I saw kinda cute twinkhon with only slightly too large jaw in the mirror, I thought I actually look okayish despite not passing. I even took bunch of photos and looked into mirror several times without pain despite many very obvious flaws. Now I’m making this post to note this moment of relief, or else I would have forgotten about it by tomorrow.


I know the drill, suffering will resume within next 12 hours and I will want to put my head on railway tracks.