Refreshed after last night’s walk I slept through the whole day, then I stuffed myself with food, spent hour in the bathroom taking care of myself, did my hair, listened to some music and… I saw kinda cute twinkhon with only slightly too large jaw in the mirror, I thought I actually look okayish despite not passing. I even took bunch of photos and looked into mirror several times without pain despite many very obvious flaws. Now I’m making this post to note this moment of relief, or else I would have forgotten about it by tomorrow.

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      Its agp in this case holy fuck these newfags… not knowing any of the terms…

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        You again! I know what I saw, or at least… what my brain told me I saw. And I’m not newfag, mind you - I’ve been lurking since I laid my bony hands on my first vial of E

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          How is it aap to like that you looked like a cute twinkhon in the mirror

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            I dunno, still male enough I guess? I really like twinks

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              Yes i know thats what you meant, but no

              Sorry i just woke up and i wanted to lead you into a conversation but it didnt work out

              like “im aap” “fucking newfag” “im male so its aap” “twinkhons are women and you look about as masculine as a stud lesbian ftm repper looks feminine”

              idk that fourth comment sucks i didnt think it through

              but yeah you’re not seeing yourself as a twink if you’re liking what you see, consider the twink/lesbian mixups

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                I see… I’m just too autistic for normal human conversations. And you’re right, you got me - I saw ugly twinkish lesbian in the mirror, I just wanted to reduce “bragging factor” of this post - okay? Can’t even be self-deprecating with you on the watch >:(

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      I know the drill, suffering will resume within next 12 hours and I will want to put my head on railway tracks.