HOLY FUCKING SHIT I NEED TO KILL MYSELF

PUBERTY AT 11, HRT A MONTH BEFORE 20, 9 FUCKING YEARS OF TESTOSTERONE POISONING

PLEASE KILL ME

  • Allie
    1·
    3 days ago

    It’s ok for good things to happen for other people. It’s usually not even good enough to prevent the pain. This does not mean that there is no reason for you to try and do something about your own pain. It remains possible.

  • noelle
    1·
    3 days ago

    I’m sorry :( please don’t die I’m so sorru

      • rank1bedrotter
        2·
        3 days ago

        ??? This is you???

        This really is the kinda ppl that fill this site huh

        • noelle
          1·
          3 days ago

          I may of did it young but that doesn’t make me any less of an ugly creature, doesn’t get rid of the years of childhood and teen years wasted, the trauma, the grooming the everything. my life isn’t perfect I’m literally bed rotting rn its exhausting

          • rank1bedrotter
            1·
            3 days ago

            I mean I get that but like fuck I wish my puberty started at 15 and I got on hrt a year later instead of getting raped by it for four and a half years because I was repping like a retard

            Even just the puberty at 15 part is insane to me

            • noelle
              1·
              3 days ago

              I think I was exaggerating a bit, puberty did start normally for me it just was extremely slow and I only noticed things when I was 14-15 and my voice started cracking at 15 and then I got a growth spurt pls don’t feel bad about it pls pls pls

              • rank1bedrotter
                2·
                3 days ago

                I see. I was already fucked over by it like crazy by like 12, like I was getting compliments for my deep voice and stuff literally at that age lmao

                Whatever, idrc anyways. At the end of the day we’re all fucked over by the fact that we’re not cis anyways which was the far greater chance than any of this random stuff.