I feel like for me it’s more recognition of dysphoria rather than an increase of it (less disassociation). I am directly confronted with what my body/face looks like despite that I am now actively attempting to look how I want to. Where before I could just disassociate and not care about what I looked like because I was 100% moid anyway.
I feel like for me it’s more recognition of dysphoria rather than an increase of it (less disassociation). I am directly confronted with what my body/face looks like despite that I am now actively attempting to look how I want to. Where before I could just disassociate and not care about what I looked like because I was 100% moid anyway.