One of the reasons why I repped for so long is because I kept getting told that being a trans woman is like “feeling like a woman” and I didn’t feel like that, I don’t feel like anything. I wish I could be a pretty sexless angel twink in the world without any gendered division but unfortunately we live in the world where sexes exist. I’m stuck as an insanely dysphoric human being who’d rather take on the shape and role of a female half of the population, but in reality both suck ass ngl