I need my brain to pick a fucking lane, either let me die or let me want to live, instead I get the worst of both worlds, a brain ready and trying to die but a nervous system fighting tooth and nail to live, this shit is fucking torturous. I feel like a larping, suibaiting piece of shit doing this for the third time in the span of like a month, oh my fucking God, I hate myself so much, it’s so fucking pathetic. I’m so sorry everyone for constantly doing this, I need a month long temp ban or something.
we’re just glad you’re okay lils. You aren’t pathetic. Just rest for now.
I shouldn’t have worried anyone in the first place, I’m sorry.
Of course we’d be worried about you. I care about what happens to you.