I need my brain to pick a fucking lane, either let me die or let me want to live, instead I get the worst of both worlds, a brain ready and trying to die but a nervous system fighting tooth and nail to live, this shit is fucking torturous. I feel like a larping, suibaiting piece of shit doing this for the third time in the span of like a month, oh my fucking God, I hate myself so much, it’s so fucking pathetic. I’m so sorry everyone for constantly doing this, I need a month long temp ban or something.


Happy ,ure Okay ,Like i Said ,Already , Please .Be Safe,
try Not ,2think of it ,as Suibaiting ,Since U Seem/Seemed ,2Have Genuine .Intentions ,Behind it , .You Don’t Deserve ,to Feel Worse ,For Failing .to Hurt Yourself
I’m sorry, Cobby, thank you.