I‘ve read a lot of your posts and to be honest, i seriously think you should transition and do all of the steps you want to take… i know its a hard pill to swallow but you’re caught up on doing something you clearly want to do, because maybe somewhere inside you’re terrified to be a tranny, even though you obviously are and it’d be the best for you. Seeing that you don’t really know who you are, it could be helpful to first just take estrogen and embrace being a woman, to actually be sure, If you weren‘t just confused, before doing the undoable of repping for longer. We all had very similar reasons to transition and very few of us do actually regret it. I‘m a huge fan of hate and any kind of pushing people to do something as fast as they can, because thats the best way to get trannies to stop repping. Don’t let people push you or put pressure on you, its your life, but please listen to what everyone says that you should take estrogen, maybe one day you’ll be sure of it.

I’m just trying to help