But can a woman not dream of some escape from her position and the bonds that bind her to the life she finds herself in. I know I should tell him that my duty lies to our Lord, God, or that I am far to old to be marrying a man in his prime, and yet I find myself unable to, the words lost in the back of my throat. I find myself sharing the warmth that our proximity brings.

    • LobotomyCandidateOPM
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      3 days ago

      Then I urge you to follow those thoughts, do what I cannot. I will pray for your good fortune.

  • Sparks ♫⃠MEnglish
    3·
    3 days ago

    If the lord is kind he will see to it that you have a fine young noble come and sweep you off your feet. I will keep in my prayers always

    • LobotomyCandidateOPM
      2·
      3 days ago

      Thank you dearest keep this old nun in your prayers. Although I know in my heart of hearts that marriage is not something I will ever achieve.

      • Sparks ♫⃠MEnglish
        2·
        3 days ago

        Do not speak of yourself with such scorn sister. You are the bravest and fairest of us all