i’m asexual but i’m so jealous of ppl who r able to do sex work … like the idea of someone paying money to be close to u

idk , i guess “jealous” isn’t very accurate. it’s more that i feel amazement thinking of it , in the same way u would fantasize about being a billionaire without actually really feeling jealousy to actual billionaires . like looking like a woman is just such an unrealistic and unreachable thought for me that it’s not worth being jealous over