I was so retarded I didn’t know that transexuals or HRT was a thing, and I saw those femboy guides online (IYKYK) and my genius retard plan was to consume soy and other “high-estrogen foods,” voice train, and those dumb exercises the dumb femboy guide said to do, and dress like a woman, but unlike “other femboys” I would just never reveal or acknowledge I’m a actually a guy. And also do basically a DIY orchiectomy in the future because I knew about SRS but thought it was only for men who accidentally lost their penises.

was any else as retarded as me or was I just a special case of retardism?