oh god. why didnt i kill myself tonight. i feel so sick. everyone ive tried to love ive been a burden. i should die. i really need to die. im so sorry everyone. they would be better off without me. especially nicole.
Trish, I ask you this most respectfully, but has Lils even crossed your mind, the woman who poured her heart into caring for you during your darkest moments? The woman who loved you. It is not beneficial to anyone, including you, to have a heterosexual woman at the forefront of your mind.
yes i regret dating her at all i would never have crossed the line of friendship if i knew this would be the outcome i only cheated because i didnt have the strength to tell her “im leaving you for the girl you feel inferior to!” because im a fucking coward. i feel so sorry for her. i feel like i was always a burden in the relationship even when i was with her. everything wouldve been better if i died last week.
