oh god. why didnt i kill myself tonight. i feel so sick. everyone ive tried to love ive been a burden. i should die. i really need to die. im so sorry everyone. they would be better off without me. especially nicole.
oh god. why didnt i kill myself tonight. i feel so sick. everyone ive tried to love ive been a burden. i should die. i really need to die. im so sorry everyone. they would be better off without me. especially nicole.
yes i regret dating her at all i would never have crossed the line of friendship if i knew this would be the outcome i only cheated because i didnt have the strength to tell her “im leaving you for the girl you feel inferior to!” because im a fucking coward. i feel so sorry for her. i feel like i was always a burden in the relationship even when i was with her. everything wouldve been better if i died last week.