Like I was mad that I wasn’t treated by the female gender standards and that women had some privileges that I didn’t. This could’ve been incel thinking, but maybe my brain subconsciously wanted to be female and lashed out in the form of anger that I can’t have something I deeply want.
Incel or trutrans flag?
No but by that I meant like girls being favored in school or having priority in general, people being more polite etc. I felt like I wanted it too. I also used to be jealous of my mom favoring my sister because she was a girl. Maybe that is how subconsciously I started hating masculinity.
All of these things are true and part of what makes it better to be a girl. I want these things too but they’re only exploitable if you convince people you’re cis
But on the other hand you’re seen as less by society unless you really stand up for yourself, like there’s a subconscious mental bias in most people.
It’s better to be underestimated and excessively compensated than to be overestimated and have people expect you to provide