She’d have rather tried to detroon to cheat on me with a straight woman on the other side of the planet than love me, someone who actually loved her, and I’m literally the state next door to her.
I dropped $2 grand ($1500 USD) on flights and a bougie king size hotel room in the center of the city CBD and bought almost every meal she fucking ate for her, I shouldered all her troubles and woes and put myself second for almost 2 fucking months, when I tried to talk to her about what was troubling me she scolded me for risking “setting her off” or completely changed the subject back to herself almost immediately.
I called the fucking ambulance to her house at 4 in the fucking morning when she posted the suicide note, I was doing everything I could to get a contract and transfer to her city with my current job.
And in return she tries to cheat on me with a straight woman on the other side of the globe, genuinely what the fuck.
And that’s good enough, more than enough probably, really.
Well, self reflection is good, chances are you weren’t perfect. I just want to be clear that you definitely deserve better than some who doesn’t value you and is cheating on you
No for sure, I think life comes in cycles, before this I had a gf I wasn’t good enough for, now I’ve had a gf who was, well, I suppose everyone knows well by now. I suppose I over-corrected by permitting too much trying to be a better partner, I hope I find a healthy middle-ground in my future.
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