She’d have rather tried to detroon to cheat on me with a straight woman on the other side of the planet than love me, someone who actually loved her, and I’m literally the state next door to her.

I dropped $2 grand ($1500 USD) on flights and a bougie king size hotel room in the center of the city CBD and bought almost every meal she fucking ate for her, I shouldered all her troubles and woes and put myself second for almost 2 fucking months, when I tried to talk to her about what was troubling me she scolded me for risking “setting her off” or completely changed the subject back to herself almost immediately.

I called the fucking ambulance to her house at 4 in the fucking morning when she posted the suicide note, I was doing everything I could to get a contract and transfer to her city with my current job.

And in return she tries to cheat on me with a straight woman on the other side of the globe, genuinely what the fuck.

        • Coalweb41☾English
          7·
          13 days ago

          i’m ,Okay ,i’m Worried ,About Every1 Else ,Involved .Thos, Including ,Trish , .Even if Shes ,Mad @ me ,Rns ,nd What she Did ,is Fucked .Up , ,Idk .my Brain Doesn’t ,Work Right

          • Kath
            6·
            13 days ago

            your brain is working better than anyone elses your really niceington dear cobby🫀🫀🫀

            • Coalweb41☾English
              5·
              13 days ago

              ThankU’s, Kather ,🫀🫀 i Meant ,Moresos ,idk .my Brain ,isn’t Registering ,Things , .How i Think ,it Should , .I Guess , I Think i Should ,be .More Upset , @ Trish , than I Am ,4 Her Doing ,what .She Did ,but i Just ,Feel .Bad ,4Her , .Shes Not, a Victim ,in All of This ,Obviouslys ,nd What she Did ,isn’t .Right ,and i’ve Known ,this ,But Damn , idk .I’m Worried ,4Her, Stills

              • Kath
                6·
                13 days ago

                i think bein worried about her isnt bad… she may have done something stupid and mean but she still shouldnt hurt herslef…

              • Coalweb41☾English
                4·
                13 days ago

                i Feel ,bad ,4 Having, Empathy .Towards Her ,i Guess ,Coz of the Ways ,She, Treated Her ex, nd How .Shes Lashing ,Out Rns , i Feel .Like it’d B, More .Morally ,Right ,2 Detest, Her ,I Guess ,so i Feel .bad, For Not

          • Nat
            5·
            13 days ago

            You’re an angel Cobby, your brain and heart are perfect

      • emile
        15·
        13 days ago

        ive had fps before this, none of them felt like the passion we had for each other in that week, nicole i really wsnt to be a boy with or without you, please reconsider.

      • emile
        18·
        13 days ago

        ive literally thrown everything away for you.

          • emile
            16·
            13 days ago

            look if she didnt break up with me i was going to break up with her. she and i werent going to work out. she was occupying a place in my heart built for you and i felt bad stringing her along when all i could think about is you.