She’d have rather tried to detroon to cheat on me with a straight woman on the other side of the planet than love me, someone who actually loved her, and I’m literally the state next door to her.

I dropped $2 grand ($1500 USD) on flights and a bougie king size hotel room in the center of the city CBD and bought almost every meal she fucking ate for her, I shouldered all her troubles and woes and put myself second for almost 2 fucking months, when I tried to talk to her about what was troubling me she scolded me for risking “setting her off” or completely changed the subject back to herself almost immediately.

I called the fucking ambulance to her house at 4 in the fucking morning when she posted the suicide note, I was doing everything I could to get a contract and transfer to her city with my current job.

And in return she tries to cheat on me with a straight woman on the other side of the globe, genuinely what the fuck.

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    yeah and that weekend was the worst fucking weekend of my life i spent the entire time dissociated and in fight or flight and when i said i wanted to detroon you made fun of me and pretending you were detrooning too i literally wanted to detroon from that weekend alone. and now you come back to a site you swore off just to make me look bad. seriously?

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      My fucking God you’re the victim in everything, I was asking you how you’d feel if I was telling you I wanted to detroon as well and asking you to stop during a weekend I was trying to make the best of, not making fun of you, you always saw the worst in me and everything I said and did despite trying nothing but my fucking best for you.

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        Fucking insane you’d come back here to tell me it was “the worst weekend of your life” btw, that’s so shitty, do you have any remorse?

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        13 days ago

        im not having this conversation with you, you blocked me. were both not in the right headspace. au revoir.