Ok I know on a logical level that I have some pretty attractive features… but they’re attached to me… that makes them kinda awkward… no…?
Also I don’t have a vagina… so like what’re you gonna do… just look at me…? Is there something on my body I’m not seeing… am I secretly something completely unimaginable? I’m just a pile of flesh with my head on it… like I guess maybe if I’m seeing as a glorified toy… but even then I don’t have the main hole so it’s not like I’d be a useful one… I’m confused
“I’m just a pile of flesh with my head on it” You kinda said it yourself, any normal person looking for a long term partner won’t demand physical attractiveness but personal compatibility
That’s fair, it’s just so confusing thought because I’m a heavily traumatized and heavily neurodivergent individual, so it’s not like that’d help me…?