if i had just never gotten fat my body would be okay. itd be good even considering when i started and how tall i am. id have a real visible whr. i could at least be a cute skinny twink. and i know this is true because i can literally see it. if i grab the looseness and pull it back and taut literally everything about my silhouette fixes itself. the bones underneath the scars of my obesity are fine. not perfect, but good enough for me.
but i cant have that shape because my body is permanently deflated and ugly because i let myself get fat instead of starving when i was repping. it hurts so much to be able to literally see what my body should look like but cant. i wasnt even obese for long. but it doesnt matter cause now im stuck like this without surgery i cant afford. and unlike my face, i know that if i had just done things differently, i wouldnt have to suffer like this
I have seen your body and doesn’t look bad at all I had seen it and if being honest your body didn’t Ruin because you get fat it was because instead of loosing weight normally you starve yourself, I hope this doesn’t to hars this is coming for someone that has been fat of of her life and literally is just two steps of just getting diabetes
idk. i just hate it. its a constant reminder of a body ive tried so hard to get rid of and nothing can fix it now except surgery like i said. i appreciate it though. im sorry
Don’t be sorry I get it <3
im sorry:(((
its okay. i just wish i could fix it without spending like $10,000-$15,000 but ill live
The biggest passoids always have insane issues
getting called a passoid when i get sir’d irl without speaking is certainly something
It’s your fucking beard shadow laser it and you are literally passoid.
