i’m starting to spend too much money. first, i bought some makeup. then, it was some skincare products. and, now, i’ve spent, like €200 on stationary and notebooks just because i want to start writing down notes while i’m reading… 😭

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    3 days ago

    Probably should spend this time getting ready for the next crash. This is the second time I’ve said this (or is it third?) so don’t give a bullshit response and just do it.

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      3 days ago

      i mean, because of the letter my GP sent to the psych clinic basically calling me hypomanic, my mood swings will probably be the first thing discussed when i have my appointment… and, this time, it seems very similar to the time i had an upswing that lasted well over a month, so i don’t think i’ll crash before i see my psychologist.

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    3 days ago

    i legit fucking need to get my money locked away as soon as possible, oh God 🫠 i better get that insurance payout, or i might be kinda screwed. fuck…

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          3 days ago

          🫂🫂🫂 i Rlly ,Hope .Everything ,Works .Out ,Please .Try 2Be, More .Careful ,With ,Money

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            3 days ago

            thanks! i really do try, but it’s just suddenly too easy to tell myself i actually need this one thing, but only this (and, then, also the next thing, but no more, and the next and the next…) 💔

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        3 days ago

        that’s definitely not ever going to happen 😭

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          3 days ago

          Want to waste your entire money instead? Tell them you’re out of control.

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            3 days ago

            ahhhhhhhhh, but it’s so fucking embarrassing, especially when my mom saw fresh cuts on my arm just last week. like, i just can’t tell them i’m now suddenly incapable of controlling my own money 🫠

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              3 days ago

              Being broke as shit is a lot worse then being embarrassed. Tell them.

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                3 days ago

                i’ll just have to force myself to not spend any more money. telling them isn’t an option.

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                  3 days ago

                  Because this worked so well in the past, right? Why won’t you ever listen 😭

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      3 days ago

      how have i already spent €500 on my credit card? WHAT 🫪