i’m starting to spend too much money. first, i bought some makeup. then, it was some skincare products. and, now, i’ve spent, like €200 on stationary and notebooks just because i want to start writing down notes while i’m reading… 😭
Probably should spend this time getting ready for the next crash. This is the second time I’ve said this (or is it third?) so don’t give a bullshit response and just do it.
i mean, because of the letter my GP sent to the psych clinic basically calling me hypomanic, my mood swings will probably be the first thing discussed when i have my appointment… and, this time, it seems very similar to the time i had an upswing that lasted well over a month, so i don’t think i’ll crash before i see my psychologist.
i legit fucking need to get my money locked away as soon as possible, oh God 🫠 i better get that insurance payout, or i might be kinda screwed. fuck…
,U Worry ,Me .Bossmaams ,
yea…
🫂🫂🫂 i Rlly ,Hope .Everything ,Works .Out ,Please .Try 2Be, More .Careful ,With ,Money
thanks! i really do try, but it’s just suddenly too easy to tell myself i actually need this one thing, but only this (and, then, also the next thing, but no more, and the next and the next…) 💔
Tell your parents
that’s definitely not ever going to happen 😭
Want to waste your entire money instead? Tell them you’re out of control.
ahhhhhhhhh, but it’s so fucking embarrassing, especially when my mom saw fresh cuts on my arm just last week. like, i just can’t tell them i’m now suddenly incapable of controlling my own money 🫠
Being broke as shit is a lot worse then being embarrassed. Tell them.
i’ll just have to force myself to not spend any more money. telling them isn’t an option.
Because this worked so well in the past, right? Why won’t you ever listen 😭
how have i already spent €500 on my credit card? WHAT
Can you return some of it?





