There’s so many people i pretended to be they’re all different i don’t even know why i came up with them why i felt the need to hide behind characters depending on who i was talking to now i don’t know which of them was closest to me which parts of them were real i made up fake memories to better play them but i don’t know which ones are fake now i think all my memories are the more i think about them the more i feel there’s something terrible in tjere but it’s probably fake I probably made everything bad up they wouldn’t do that those people weren’t even real that didn’t happen i don’t know where I am im sorry does anyone here know who i am do you know anything about me that is true are you even real i don’t know im sorry

  • nowhxre gxrl 🎵
    3·
    11 hours ago

    this is what i know about you:

    • you went by giuli9 on 4t4 and by justsomefag on here
    • you live in germany
    • you are a mtftm detransitioner
    • you have a long distance trans boyfriend also in germany and hes suicidal
    • you are a friend of both diana and alex
    • you very sensitive and kind
    • nothingOP
      3·
      11 hours ago

      Thank you ill add it to my notes I don’t know who Diana is Alex is from here I think I think some of those things are made up but ill add them thank you I don’t understand my body the mirror doesn’t show it and looking down is just weird and I don’t know I’m sorry thank you for helping me

        • nothingOP
          2·
          11 hours ago

          Thank you okay I think I have Alex on the discord account I’m using at least there’s someone with the same name and pfp I think that’s the same person I don’t really know okay and the mtftm thing sounds weird and abstract but that just means I’m a guy right I think that’s what I used to be sometimes I heard about the boyfriend stuff I didn’t see it the first time I read it but I heard about that thank you I hope that’s all true I’m not sure thank you

  • nothingOP
    2·
    11 hours ago

    There’s a cat in front of me but i don’t know what it is why does it keep staring at me what is it who are you what do you want from me im scared it’s not real

    • mar.
      3·
      11 hours ago

      You have a cat, they are yours and real. Just like your little birdie. They love you very much. You may not remember, you are their parent. They look at you with love.

      • nothingOP
        2·
        11 hours ago

        Okay thank you I hope that’s true I’m scared they’re actually something else and will harm me in some way I can’t know what they actually are thank you I’m sorrry

    • Kath
      2·
      11 hours ago

      trust the cats… theyre are both very nice cats…

      • nothingOP
        2·
        11 hours ago

        They keep staring at me I’m scared of them I hope they’re nice and only want to cuddle but I’m not sure I can’t know they might be something else I don’t know ill try thank you I’m sorry

        • Kath
          2·
          11 hours ago

          and dont be sorry its ok… i know its all so scary🫂

          • nothingOP
            2·
            10 hours ago

            I wish everything was normal I don’t know what’s going on I don’t know what’s happening I don’t know where I am I’m sorry thank you I hope you exist

            • Kath
              2·
              10 hours ago

              i know its really scary… im sorry… but it will be okay… you can trust cats… they are good creatures…

              • nothingOP
                2·
                10 hours ago

                I will try thank you I hope so I think Nicole said this won’t go away anymore I don’t know how to manage that this can’t be real I’m scared I don’t know what’s going to happen I’m sorry I’m just rambling I’m sorry I know no one can tell me what will happen or how to stop this or what to do I know I’m sorry thank you for helping I hope you’re real I need you all to be real

                • Kath
                  2·
                  10 hours ago

                  i am real we all are,… dont be sorru know this is very confusing and frightening… we will help you so dont worry🫂

        • Kath
          2·
          11 hours ago

          i promise they are nice and they are very good cats you send me pictures of them all the time because you love them and they love you and they protect you.

          • nothingOP
            2·
            11 hours ago

            I hope you’re right I’m just so cared I’m sorry I hope you’re right thank you

  • nothingOP
    1·
    11 hours ago

    I think im hidden under this skin i need to carve and peel away to see whats down there i need to see what’s inside

    • mar.
      2·
      11 hours ago

      Please don’t do that. We can figure this out in a far more safe and less painful way.

      • nothingOP
        1·
        11 hours ago

        I won’t I’m sorry I’m just carrying the blades with me for safety I don’t know anyone they could all be dangerous I won’t cut into this skin and look inside I’m sorry