I’d be prolly fucking dying, soulless (truly), wondering if things would have been better if I had transitioned instead

but I would think “nah, my family would kick me out and make me lose everything I have” “they’d disown me” “I wouldn’t ever pass” “I’m too weak to be trans” “I should finish uni and then get a stable job and then I can transition”

my family wouldn’t have done everything they did to me…

  • Allie
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    3 hours ago

    I know how it can be to fall into the what-ifs, especially when it feels like things could have been different and something terrible could have been avoided. There is no right way to feel about it or to handle it. No matter what, you were facing something terrible in every direction, and you never should have had to face it.