even with bf i just dont feel enough… i genuinely feel like im forcing him to love me because he knows how low my self esteem is and he doesnt wanna see me depressed… i see femboy faggots everyday posting pics and videos of themselves and get tons of love online while if i ever do that, ill just get all the hates in the world… i hate being an ugly ogrehon tranny, if i could at least be a pretty passoid i wouldnt even mind being a troon but im not pretty and perfect like them gd fmstl