Idk everyone jokes about AGP being not real and that I’m trutrans or wtv when I know for a fact AGP is real and I’m not trans at all. I hate how I developed this stupid fucking fetish at 9 years old and it spiraled into me becoming a sissy for multiple years up until right before transitioning. I will never forgive myself ever. I am genuinely just a man with a fetish and I’m infiltrating spaces that I should not be in. I’m sorry for everything, I think I’m going to see what I can do to change and detroon because I don’t deserve hormones someone else should be using and saving their life with. I’m literally killing other people by trooning for a fetish when I could in reality just live comfortably as a man. I’m sorry for everything.