I want to think you’re real you should be you know way too much that seems true and like I couldn’t have come up with it i jsit can‘t ever be sure when i ask myself if someone is real i only know that I don’t know and can’t know for sure unless i trust that my mind isn’t lying to me about everything and that’s hard to believe when it lies about so much. Introducing yourself makes sense i think that’s a good idea i don’t really know how to when I have no idea who i sm but maybe it works once i do. I‘m not sure if this actually happened but i have a feeling i‘ve started over a few times like there were different people who were me in the past. I don’t know if anything happened i don’t think so at least but i don’t know. I think i vaguely remember that I lived as like 4 or 5 different people in that i had a made up character to be depending on the people i was interacting with but I don’t know what that was like anymore and where i lied and where i didn’t and if anyone of them was genuine. I feel kinda curious now and not as terrified everything seems kinda new rn and interesting and i want to know where i am and who i‘m living with and who all the people i apparently talked to are. If any of it is real. Thank you nicole i think your experience helped me you’re really kind and it’s nice that you’re there for me even if i don’t really know you