i’ve been thinking, maybe my dysphoria is so bad, because i’m so self centered. i spend all my free time lurking the board and here (+reddit sub) to entertain my thoughts on my transition, and i even talk to others profusely about dysphoria. like, it’s my only hobby or something; that people can tell it’s what holds me together. i must come across as the most narcissistic prick if i interact with others while keeping this troon mind active all the time. do you think being totally preoccupied with yourself makes you super mentally ill?
i know better now, and i also know it’s a very basic insecurity. i’m saying though, that it has absorbed my life way too much. it’s not healthy at all to only think about this stuff
yeah its not, but its not your fault or some failure of character.
just do your best to improve your life and youll think about it way less in the future
thank you