i’ve been thinking, maybe my dysphoria is so bad, because i’m so self centered. i spend all my free time lurking the board and here (+reddit sub) to entertain my thoughts on my transition, and i even talk to others profusely about dysphoria. like, it’s my only hobby or something; that people can tell it’s what holds me together. i must come across as the most narcissistic prick if i interact with others while keeping this troon mind active all the time. do you think being totally preoccupied with yourself makes you super mentally ill?