I won’t have a normal childhood, I won’t even have a normal adult hood, I’ll never be fully confident in my own body or face or mind or whatever I’m concerned with that day, week, month since dysphoria will never just leave me alone. How does one accept that you’re trans?? How do I accept something I hate so dear, and that’s likely costed me so much opportunity in the future? How I do accept this reality?? I don’t want to accept it. I don’t want to obsess over it. I’m so fucking tired of this all :(
I’m not sure you can. You just try to fix your life enough to forget about it for sometime.
I hope I can forget :(
I think you have a big shot in it, with your life becoming better by the day. You won’t forget forever, but it won’t be so overbearingly painful, when your life is fixed. At least, that’s what I think. I’m far from having anything fixed, lol.
Idk, this shit is a curse
I want my life, my fucking normal life
Seriously…I want some sense of normalcy. Instead I cry over getting accidentally misgendered since I have no fucking confidence



