I won’t have a normal childhood, I won’t even have a normal adult hood, I’ll never be fully confident in my own body or face or mind or whatever I’m concerned with that day, week, month since dysphoria will never just leave me alone. How does one accept that you’re trans?? How do I accept something I hate so dear, and that’s likely costed me so much opportunity in the future? How I do accept this reality?? I don’t want to accept it. I don’t want to obsess over it. I’m so fucking tired of this all :(