Genuinely so retarded, it’s hard to forgive my past self for being so ignorant when I was just straight-up a coward and a moron. I could’ve been a youngshit if I wasn’t such a dumb fuck.
Genuinely so retarded, it’s hard to forgive my past self for being so ignorant when I was just straight-up a coward and a moron. I could’ve been a youngshit if I wasn’t such a dumb fuck.
I think I realized around 15-16 but immediately got hit with a thought “are you stupid imagine how hard your life will be if you are trans” and proceeded to rep for 3 more years.
The thought of how difficult life would be for me if I was a trans woman also kinda helped keep me repressed for a while. Like “jeez trans women seem like they really have it hard… it’s not that bad forcing myself to fit in to the role of a boy, I can keep doing this. I don’t need to be a woman.” I was wrong.