It’s okay, don’t worry. I really want to troon but I constantly feel sad and exhausted and like have a thousand other things I need to get done like university… I’m so scared because I’m falling so far behind… I need to do my work :*<
But getting Crypto and waiting for it to arrive (losing my fertility) or waiting and getting sperm frozen and then getting crypto and trooning feels so difficult…
perfect is less important than doing it. I really don’t understand the whole wanting to impregnate a woman thing, but delaying your transition to be perfect ain’t gonna happen.
It’s okay, don’t worry. I really want to troon but I constantly feel sad and exhausted and like have a thousand other things I need to get done like university… I’m so scared because I’m falling so far behind… I need to do my work :*<
Not trooning will probably add onto those problems. trooning is a lot easier than that stuff, since it’s really just an injection whenever you want
I will succeed!.. I’m scared but I want it :(
But getting Crypto and waiting for it to arrive (losing my fertility) or waiting and getting sperm frozen and then getting crypto and trooning feels so difficult…
I also want to do it perfectly.
Perfect dosage, perfect laser treatment, perfect plan, perfect approach, perfect workout, perfect medication, perfection…
Or at least yk have a plan for like the next 5-10 years but maybe idk just swallowing a pill is easier than all of this…
I either have to finally call the clinic or just spend an evening getting Crypto… but then yk… I’d lose fertility…
Like… I don’t know why a single phone call is so difficult. I want it but I’m so scared…
I’m sorry but I want to do it… really :(
perfect is less important than doing it. I really don’t understand the whole wanting to impregnate a woman thing, but delaying your transition to be perfect ain’t gonna happen.