Oh my god… This hurts so much that I’d kill you with my own hands if a being like you existed. The weather had dramatically changed. It is much more sunnier outside. I can’t use the soft lighting in my room and bathroom to ignore my jaw. Oh it hurts so much. That jaw. I look completely as a moid. I look so horrible… I can’t cope, so many brainworms and everything. The year before, I had no idea on what makes a face masculine/feminine. I could just delude myself. Same with soft lighting and darkness, my mind could imagine stuff in the lack of detail.